Until I Love Myself, Vol. 1 : The Journey of a Nonbinary Manga Artist : 1

by Pesuyama, Poppy

Fiction & related items

Published 20/07/2023 by Viz Media, Subs. of Shogakukan Inc in the United States as part of the Until I Love Myself series.

Paperback | 192 pages

A bravely blunt autobiography about confronting the tangled traumas of gender dysphoria and workplace sexual harassment.

Nonbinary manga artist Poppy Pesuyama is excited when forms offer the option to choose 'neither' for gender and thrilled about their new job working as an assistant for mangaka X! But then he sexually harasses them, treating them first like a girl and then like something less than human. It only lasts a few months, but in some ways it never ends.

Born into a body they hate and still reeling from the abuse they faced seven years ago, Pesuyama begins to rail at their past, their friends, and even their mother as they try to come to terms with who they are and what happened to them.